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Yesterday was not one of my best days in this pregnancy. I felt tired, depressed, emotional, irritable, headachy, and restless. I usually have cravings for some cooked food at somepoint everday but yesterday they were the strongest. I survived but was a little worried. Is it detox? pregnancy? both? should I be worried?I see the doctor tomorrow, and the therapist. i've gained almost 5 pounds since the puring stopped, and so i'm pleased. I hope the doctor has good news for me about my bloodwork fr… Continue

I found a brand new jack lalane juicer on craigslist for $45 and bought it today! I cant explain how happy I am, I just made my first glass of OJ in my own kitchen and I am jumping for joy because I will never have to buy fresh juice again!!!!!!!!!!!

all of my bloodtests have come back negative. I'm severly anemic, I have very low blood platelets, and I have gestational diabetes, and the worst part is that its all my falt. My doctor said this is all due to the fact that I had an extreame eating disorder and never got proper care in time. She said that she highly reccomends that I get what my body needs quickly because i'm high risk and could go into labor any time in the next 10 weeks and if I do there is a good chance that I will have compl… Continue

last night I made a super nutritious veggie and kale soup with lentil beans for my family, and actually had a bowl of it with a piece of sprouted grain bread and earth balance. My first un purged cooked meal in over two weeks. I woke up a couple of hours ago, around 4am with a horrible back ache and soreness all over that was so bad that I thought I could be in labor. on top of that my constipation that I thought was gone forever suddenly came back. I'm starting to feel a little better now after… Continue

I'm in my 7th month of pregnancy and only 2 weeks into being fully raw again, previous to that I ate about 70 percen raw and the rest cooked food some of which was purged in the evening. the bulimia damanged my body and I felt week and dizzy everyday, often fainting. I havent gained any weight since becoming pregnant but am beging to see a huge change in the way I look already. today I have really felt a change from the moment I woke up wich is usually very sore and weak, but today I feel strong… Continue