YOU ARE PERFECT
I've been wrestling with myself to say this for days. I had an epiphany, a really big one but it's the kind of thing that like dream logic, you can only make sense out of outside your rational mind.
I had this epiphany years ago, but in an itellectual way, I didn't feel it, so it just scared the life out of me. This time it's different, and it's probaly not news to you. But I will share it nonetheless and hope it goes through as intended.
Basically, you are God. You are God having an experience of separation, or forgetting you are God for reasons I care not to understand, and this will probably sound ridiculous. I mean, you'd probably wonder how can you be God, when God is perfect, God is this guy in heaven that you have to somehow be worthy of reaching. God's this superior guy on a throne that's always watching, checking to see if you're worthy of his love. At least that's God in most people's minds.
But how is it possible, that you are made from God, yet you are not worthy of God? I love my limbs, in all sincerety, and they need to prove nothing to me. But the moment they forget they are attached to my body, develop minds of their own and think they are separate from me, that they must worship me and somehow have to struggle through their existence to be worthy of my love and acceptance, I will look at them and hope they will snap out of it sooner or later.
Now when I use the word God here I use it lightly, because God to me isn't a man, or anyone in particular, especially not sitting in heaven or anywhere in particular, but all that exists, all that is. And the natural state of all that is is connectenness, wholeness.
The moment you decided to grow a mind and perceive yourself separate from all that is (eve ate the apple), you entered a state of delusion. People are always asking why is there disease, pain, fear, etc. - These are all the symptoms of the delusion of separation.
If the earth suddenly started to spin backwards, or wabble in orbit, things wouldn't flow as naturally would they? It's the same thing.
So why are we so deep in this delusion? Because we are many, and in the many that we are, there are those who are more afraid than we are, who have been very crafty at making sure we stay delusional for their sake.
How do they do it, how have they managed? They reinforce the illusion through our every waking moment. We're to not have a moment to ourselves, a moment of peace where we can truly develop a connection to our natural state and 'wake up'. We have intellectual bars all around us from the moment we start school and by the time we retire we're generally a lost cause until hopefully, the next life cycle.
It's like being under hypnosis, where we believe what we're told even though it's not true, where we see things that aren't there because we're told they are. And what holds this illusion in place? The mind.
Which is why to understand wholeness, oneness, being God and being Perfect AS YOU ARE, the mind is not the right tool.
You can only understand, not just understand but GRASP, EXPERIENCE and LIVE in this truth through your HEART. You can only feel it in your heart, the love, the joy, the serenity, the completeness.
The feeling you must've had inside your mother's womb, which you spent your whole life trying to replicate through lovers, money, religion, intellect, appearance, children, pets, etc. etc. etc.
This feeling is your true state of being, right now, because you are complete right now, you are unconditional love right now, you are perfect right now, you are whole right now, you are God.
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