I have really been meditating on changing my mind set lately and I thought I would share (as usual, lol).
I have struggled through much of my life with vanity.
I would become so depressed when I didn't "look good" (according to the media standards of looking good). I hated myself for having flaws that I decided made me ugly. I would diet and use all sorts of beauty treatments to make myself look "pretty". But, alas, nothing ever seemed to change my outlook concerning myself, no matter how improvements I made to change it.
Why?
I think I have realized the truth of what was preventing me from seeing myself as a beautiful woman, let alone a beautiful member of God's creation. Here is the conclusion I have come to accept as truth; I couldn't see myself as a perfect whole beautiful radiant human being because I didn't also see ALL OF HUMANITY in this way as well.
So now, I have made a change that will be in my conscious efforts of everyday from here on out. When I look at you (or any of my fellow brothers and sisters) I will look at you as the perfect being that God created you to be and not as the imperfect person that you believe you have created for yourself, and thus see yourself as. Even when you cannot see your perfection I will see it in you and refuse to believe that any other version of you than this exists. In looking at you differently, I can begin to see myself in that same way.
I refuse to let my judgments guide that way I view others. I will from now on I only see your beauty. The beauty that God created perfect.
I have been making this my task the past few days and let me tell you, I have never felt more beautiful.
Because I cannot see anything other than the beauty of those around me it has become increasingly harder to accept a flawed view of myself.
I am finding peace in loving my bothers and sisters, and joy in lifting them up to be able to see how beautiful and perfect they really are. By lifting you up I open up myself to be receiving of your light, and in turn get lifted as well.
In many blessings and the peace of the Lord Jesus.
Rachel Harmony
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