The road home...

Wow! It has been REALLY LONG since I've been round these parts. I was definitely in a life situation for the past two months where I could not eat raw; not even vegetarian. Take whatever you are imagining right now and turn it upside down, because I was *literally* in a place where there were barely any growing things, almost nothing in the shops; there weren't even shops, really, I don't know where people got their food... if I had to live there *shudder*...well, the fact is, I wouldn't. Or I would figure out how to grow a little portable garden, because it sucked. But I'm in a different situation now, where these things are much more accessible, although the society around me still is in obese standard diet oblivion...ah well, a little ice pick I am, in the glacier of apathy.

At any rate, I'm back and more enthused now about jumping back on raw and getting the yuckies out of my system and enjoying radiant health again. Trying not to let it take over my life, but having my mind occupied with my health is a better place than having it occupied with my disease.

Was reading a fabulous member's blog post about money and the 'scarcity' mentality, which has been another little hobgoblin of mine. I'm working on discarding those disempowering mentalities, as well. Do you know how hard that is to do when you have less than $25.00 to your name? It can be, however, freeing and encourage the resourcefulness and creativity in a person. It has for me.

What did 2008 mean for me? It was a yearlong lesson in finding the road home.
What will 2009 mean? I think that it will involve the cultivation of my inner sphere.

That's all really, I hope that everyone's holiday season was full of joy and I look forward to a fresh start!

xoxo