Within the last four days, I decided that I would finally make the transition back over to an 80/10/10 type of diet, which I actually ate a little under a year ago and experienced tremendous health benefits under.
But between that period of time and now I have been eating a very high fat diet, full of daily servings of nut butter and avocados. Within the last couple of months, I have been noticing that my bowel movements are becoming less and less frequent... and so, understandably, I am becoming more and more constipated. Lately I am lucky if I have one very scanty bowel movement a day.... sometimes it takes two days on my normal diet of high fat, high vegetables, and low fruit.
I started off the last four days thinking that I would finally get my regular bowel movements back... but it is now my fourth day into this and I find myself not getting so lucky... I've only had one, very scanty (not full or formed, but like little strings... I know, gross. I'm sorry that this is so offensive) bowel movement and that was yesterday.
These past four days, all I have been consuming is fruit, and plenty of it.... I remember my portion sizes when I was eating this way a little over a year ago. Though the first two days I started out whith much smaller amounts, making my overall consumption of fruit much lighter overall than the succeeding two days.
Honestly, when I started this, I found myself not having an appetite for anything.This isn't surprising seeing as I have been overeating on fats within, well... the last year.. I'd like to water fast but can't seeing as there is no way I could take the cleansing that would occur, on the schedule I am currently keeping.
I'd like to say the constipation is all stress related- I'm not getting very much sleep (maybe 5-6 hours a night)... and so I am constantly waking up everyday feeling tired (this has been going on for months.) I have two jobs and am in school full time, so even though I'd like to sleep, I can't.
Just today, I realized that my emotional detox may be even bigger than I can handle.
When I am not allowing myself to stuff my emotions into oblivion with food ( and when I say stuff, I mean 4-5 avocados a day when I wasn't really hungry in the first place... this is not something I am proud of...) issues surface that I am not prepared to handle.... Just today I felt very depressed and even suicidal.... My feelings of worthlessness resurfaced full force.
Right now I am unable to get away... unable to go into hibernation for the necessary rest and healing I am in need of.
So right now I feel stuck, tired, worried, and almost hopeless.... f*@ck, I can't even go to the bathroom.
I do think that constipation was something I went through when I was first transitioning from S.A.D. to raw, but
honestly I don't ever remember going a full four days without relief.
Do any of you have advice? Is constipation this prolonged, normal when in transition?
Whatever guidance you have to offer would be very much appreciated.
-olivia
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