Ive been doing good with my exercise and drinking my green juices but i got pizzed when i checked my bld sugar this a.m. and it was 120- that's high for an am testing. So Im like daym I daym near starve all the freakin time and although my ranges are pretty good for someone not taking meds, its still high.
I was reading on a site like this dedicated to diabetics and they were talking about how its best to take your medicine before you end up blowing your pancreas then the next blog talks about the ill effects of the diabetic medicine that I was given. It's like daym, I try to go raw and "fix" myself but all the while i could be doing damage because I'm not taking the medicine...that they say it detrimental in its own way as well. wtf
So this afternoon I'm thinking I'm tired of feeling empty so I'm reading about how important fiber is for diabetics and how a good source of fiber is beans so I go buy some and tear into them (organic white northern) and afterward my bld sugar had spiked more. I was thinking that because of the fiber-it should not have hardly spiked (2hrs later)- even though it is starchy- its of the good type of carbs but it did.
Either way the straying away from my intended juicing period continued- I ended up buying (and tearing into) some organic flax cereal and with organic soy milk. The cereal tastes sweet so I don't know if It will spike my bld sugar reading or not, Im going to check in about an hour, and I ended up re- filling my medicine and I took some of my medicine tonite.
I do have to admit this is the healthiest binge I have ever... ever... ever had! and ya'll should have seen me trying to tackle Pilates yesterday, I was screaming for my maker! Pilates has shown me that my body is soooo freakin weak- i just never realized since i can do "every day" things with little difficulty.
Okay now i see im pizzed and my frustrations come from trying my hardest yet failing despite of it. I should have learned coping skills for this a long time ago. I still remember being in Elementary school and being pizzed cos I didn't make it into MENSA. From that point on I must have been like fk trying! Yep, I wrote my life's script early on.I also feel like ive broken yet another promise to myself by straying off the juice only path. im just all out of sorts today...note to self, never go to walmart when you are feeling out of sorts! People and kids will pizz you off even more!
So i guess I'll get back to my juicing after i finish my 3 cans of leftover binge beans, and cereal, and soy milk.
*note: i had some lol's and lolzzz's scattered throughout but i took them out cos im pizzed, so feel free to insert them at your own discretion for comic relief. lol oh I mean no lol!
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