So i just got laid off my raw chef job bout 6 days ago, along with about 5 other people. It wasn't a personal issue or performance issue,but they simply didn't have the money to keep me. So now what am i going to do.... I am i going to live.... i mean i'm 19 kinda taking a gap year from college, trying to figure out what i wanna do... Should i stay in Austin. There is a decent raw food scene here, which i don't really care about.... what i do care about is FRESH ORGANIC PRODUCE!!!!! the life giver....and yes i do like hangin' with my raw friends as well, but they come in a close 2nd behind getting fresh local organic produce.....for cheap :)....
So yeah it's January 24.... And i really wanna travel, was supposed to go to Bali, but didn't earn the $ in time due to not getting the hours i asked for at the cafe.... So that fell through. But maybe i'll go wooffing for a while.... hang out with organic farmers in socal, in hawaii ect....hopefully i can get my passport stuff straightened out and head to asia in the spring.....
But yeah i'm pretty broke so maybe i'll stay and work at a bike shop, of which there are many fine ones here...but know nothing about bikes really, so i think i'm gonna take a friends advice and just go there and volunteer my services... I also wanna work as a personal trainer but am not yet certified, even though i know just as much as most of em'.
But i really am in a ODD transitional phase in my life right now....trying to make $$$$ and new friends THE RIGHT FRIENDS in the big city...trying to get to know the right farmers.... feeling really inadequate, and inferior and small....
And scared for the future sometimes,,,, although optimistic, and happy, i'm really unsure of what the future holds
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