Last two nights on consequence I have been dreaming that I have been eating cooked meat, liver and eggs. Just like an animal! It was just the way a dog devours meat!Bleahhh!!!
I dont understand why I have been having these weird visions but I always wake up feeling so relieved as if am out of a disgusting tunnel!
I have last had meat when I was 15 and the twice when I was 17. The last time I had an egg was roughly around 17.
Anyways I do cook meat for my dogs about three days a week. It is a painful process and usually I have someone helping me with that. I am always gald to escape this but it is my duty and I love them to bits. They cant go raw all of a sudden. Two of my dogs are more or less vegetarian though. They prefer it that way apart from the occasional fish.
But anyways,... all these dreams have been really disgusting. While on the dream I remember to have felt extremely guilty and ashamed of having eaten meat, as though my whole self was falling apart...
I have never liked eating meat as a child. During my early teens I did not think much about it I guess and ate with family. But something happened when I was 15 and that was that....
Anyways,...
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