ok so i've stayed up late every night for like two weeks researching candida, it all started when i noticed i ate a whole tray of home made raw chocolates, which were so good, but i couldn't stop.. and then i listened to the matt monarch interview with Dr. Cousens.. and i was surpised to see that some of my raw guru's the Boutenko's don't really have a lot out there on the subject ( one of my guru's because i met them and am an aspiring raw family, but not quite there because my kids are still somewhat resistant to go all the way)
i've watched Dr gabriel cousens videos and his take on it, i have a lot of faith in him and respect what he says because of my yoga background and my having worked for folks who spent quite a lot of time at the tree, i feel this deep connection, he recomends water fasting and green juicing.. phasing etc. i don't have the rainbow book or any of his books but they are on my wish list.. I tried this and felt really weak, maybe not enough greens, or not enough money to keep the fridge packed, ..then confusion sets in.. who to turn to.. i get so confused because then i listen to the 80 10 10 work and Dr Graham is saying some fruit is ok, but its the low fats we need to watch out for, or what does he say because i got confused. and havn't read the book, i know silly me.
the internet is very helpful sometimes, and very confusing when you cross reference all these healthy folks
another thing is i have amalgum fillings and have researched that too, on this site people were talking about that.. i'm too broke to get them replaced at the moment (i'm half way there) and there is evidence suggesting that you need a certain level of candida becasue they are some how in balance with the amalgum.. which kind of confused me yet again, like is the candida killing me or the fillings....
then i read whole body ecology and she's saying its ok to eat unpasturized ferments, and cooked carrots... other sources say no ferments and no carrots, and i really got into ferments this year so that was exciting, but i am also reading no ferments because they can feed the buggers.. I really am confused because i want to be 100% raw, i believe in this for my body that i can be at optimal wellbeing and vibrancy, and have seen my energy levels and productivity skyrocket..what to speak of my very vigorous ashtanga practice.. and since i did green smoothie revolutionizing this summer i felt great, and the no oil cleanse was awesome but again i started eating a ton of fruit.. also i noticed i was starting to freak out on cocao and agave and dates and banana's at the raw food restaurant i was working at i had access to lots of heavy raw sweets and no self control, at all.. so i moved away..to the mountains to redefine my raw food diet, and am now really missing the place.. ( i think emotionally i have no self control because i ended an 8 year relationship this year and had a lot of life changes like moving, going 100% raw for the majority of summer, yoga school, starting a business and not being able to keep up with the demand for raw crackers and the unlimited ideas of good food offerings that are now flowing through my brainwaves to make for the masses)
so i find myself up late at night and I read and read and read online stuff about candida watched some videos and read some stuff by David wolfe, he suggests no sugars. .lots of healing superfoods, which i am taking some pau darco tea, psyllium, started bentonite clay today, grapefruit seed extract, olive leaf in powder form, love my greener grasses, e3live, Chagga mushroom from surthrival via Daniel Vitalis who i got to spend time with this year, and some garlic with some reishi and maitaki..i also indulge in macca every few days for a boost, but i see it's a root so not sure about that now either, cell food therapy is great, and vitamin d drops are a beacon of light in wintery canadian months....... because there are so many things i'm taking i'm not soo consistent with them.. . and also i'm drinking some low grade water right now-it's reverse osmosis from a store, ahhh... i unfrotunately don't have access to good spring water becasue i dont' have a car, and i just moved to a very small town, and my friends here think i'm already a little out there, car free with two kids raw food mama in small town i tried asking if they wanted to go find a spring, but it wasn't on the high prioritiy list.. i moved here assuming i could get an ionways machine running here, and it is a no go so far, the funds are not availalbe.. but i was on ionways filtered water and it was like incredible for months.. so maybe i'm going through some kind of imbalance with my water too..
my problem is that i practice the primary series and teach yoga and have two kids to feed and look after, and am trying to get my dehydrated cracker, treats, and raw desert food business going.... all the while doing a candida cleanse!!! I KNOW i have a candida imbalance, and i am trying to assure i get enough calories so i don't crash and freak out eatting coconut butter all night and running to the dried fruit or fresh fruit.. and the worst is going for caffeine- no not coffee- i have had to give up yerba mate this month and matcha green tea which was my passionate almost daily addiciton, i crashed two times giving in and felt aweful after..
urgh all the symptoms for candida imbalance are there, and i just want to stay raw but am confused about the diet (maybe you can tell by my writing) my serious symptoms include cloudy thought waves, hard time focusing, skin problems.. fungus in nails, mucus you know where etc etc. etc.. So i've been doing enema's and following the diet but every three days or so i crash and emotionally eat fruit or something cooked, like quinoa or veggie soup..or some kind of organic cereal i make in the dehydrater that is sweetened with dates mesquite, apples, almonds or agave for the kids with fresh almond milk, i know almond milk is said to be a no no for candida imbalance..but i am falling into some crash and burn patterns here.. anybody have any advice?? there are just too many candida diets to choose from..
Some of my friends who are on the candida busting band wagon say the chinese doctors are telling them that you should not eat raw and that steamed greens and grains are the way to go, they say no sprouts, no ferments, no a lot of things.. my gut is telling me raw is the way to go, and my mind is very confused.. any insight into candida ? i just need some support because i feel like i try so hard and fall flat.. like there is this hill i need to climb, and i don't know how long it's going to take and how to get to the top steadily..
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