busy b

wow, it's been an age since i posted and man have i been busy. i had to pick myself up off the floor after my daughter left, those were some extremely dark days for me. then she was finally allowed to contact me on a semi-regular basis and that helped pick my spirits up. now to keep my mind off "things" i just keep really busy. I've joined a few craft groups (while neglecting my own) and my customer base seems to be picking up so i am feeling really good about the constant breathing in and out on the daily. i'm meeting alot of creative enthusiastic people who don't mind sharing ideas and challenging each other. they are definitely keeping me on my toes. i rarely come here now cus i don't have access to as much raw food as i did when my girl was here. but i'm still keeping raw in my life. i have lost weight (don't ask how much) but my weight is lower than its been in years. i still don't exercise as much as i should but even that is changing. doors are even opening up for me, windows too. I'm actually in a good place right now. and i just wanted to say how grateful i am for that. La