Help Me! I'm Relapsing
I can't believe this is happening to me! I find I suddenly want cooked food... cakes, noodles, buffalo wings,blue cheese! I don't understand why this is happening to me. I caved today, after not wanting anything cooked since the beginning of the year and not eating anything processed for over a month I decide to try the carrot cake in Whole paycheck. I feel sick right now, I feel like I have a food hangover...like if the temperature goes up 1 degree in this room I am not going to keep the cake down. What makes this whole thing even worse is that right now I'm thinking about eating chinese food. How can I be physically sick from eating the cake and still crave chinese food? What is that about?!? Two days ago the smell of dim sum almost made me earl! A few hours ago standing by the cheese as I picked up cocoa powder made me cringe...now I want noodles and general tso chicken?!?! How could my mind be so twisted and inconsiderate of my bodies feelings?!?! This is sick! Deep down I know that garbage isn't going to satisfy my "hunger", if anything its going to make things worse...but i still want it.
Lately I've been counting down the days till I start my juice feast. And yes I'm very excited about it....even right now i'm excited about it. I don't think eating a slice of cake is the end of the world and I know its not going to deter me from starting my juice feast... but it's my thought process that has me soo confused. Could this be a case of "fear of success" creeping up? I'm not sure how to analyze this. Now I'm sipping on my raw kombucha and praying for these feelings (and food hangover) to go away. I'm perplexed and feeling doubtful.
Lately I've been counting down the days till I start my juice feast. And yes I'm very excited about it....even right now i'm excited about it. I don't think eating a slice of cake is the end of the world and I know its not going to deter me from starting my juice feast... but it's my thought process that has me soo confused. Could this be a case of "fear of success" creeping up? I'm not sure how to analyze this. Now I'm sipping on my raw kombucha and praying for these feelings (and food hangover) to go away. I'm perplexed and feeling doubtful.
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Comment by Sheryl <--the original! on February 24, 2008 at 9:25pm - Silver i really really think thats whats going on. The juice feast is always on my mind. I'm always thinking about where i'm going to buy things, how much money I should be spending, ways I can save money. Plus I live with big time carnivores, I'm always smelling oxtails or seafood around my house. When I think about it I guess I'm not surprised that this happened
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Comment by silvergirlsouth on February 24, 2008 at 3:50pm - actually it occurred to me that perhaps it is part of your body preparing for the juice feast?!
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Comment by Sheryl <--the original! on February 24, 2008 at 12:37pm
- thank you both for your words I needed it. I'm feeling a bit better now. The mind is an interesting thing this is making me wonder what's going to happen once I start feasting. I'll be ok either way.
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Comment by Johnny Appleseed on February 23, 2008 at 11:48am - "The more shit you encounter along the path, the better your spiritual flowers will grow, so long as you know how to use the shit as fertilizer"
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Comment by silvergirlsouth on February 23, 2008 at 12:19am
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just ride it out .... acknowledge the feeling and acknowledge you are not going to do anything about it ..... it sounds to me like the playback routine .... as your body detoxes, it brings back to the surface cellular memories of foods you used to eat .... i believe the same thing happens on a juice feast as you reverse the damage that has been inflicted on your body over the years. there is more on this on the juice feasting site i think, or on Angela and matt's site, Raw Reform.
you will be fine, just go through it.
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