Anisha's Blog (9)

I'm back and hopefully, I will be able to get back into being a daily user. I have been so out of it lately, and I still am, but I figure I got to start somewhere. I just need help and support, I am still mentally glossed over and out of it. But I am ready to have an active role on some level here. I have been raw, but I could boost it up a bit more. I am still drinking coffee with milk; and I started eating some yoghurt cause I am not getting enough probiotics which is definitely being really… Continue

My family and I still live in Northern California, however, we moved to another city. Usually I dont mind moving when its my own stuff...but this time included everyone's - blah. So difficult!! Anyways, I will be painting my room and I have narrowed down the colors to some shade of Green!! ...and whatever I get I need a white trimming No Exceptions!! So I want to know if anyone has any suggestions or color samples for a bedroom. I'm thinking green apple or a little darker, but not bottle… Continue

I am in love...with Yerba Mate. I love the first sip, I love the bombilla or Chimarrão or cuia (Portuguese), I love the taste and the earthiness. I haven't used my gourd yet... Does anyone one else love it? Continue

So I have not been around for awhile due to a tragedy that has hit my family. My Dad was slain on May 1, 2008 by a friend. Although we will never know what led up to the unexpected event my family and I believe it was mistaken identity and an accident. My Dad was a beautiful man who lived a beautiful life. Even though I did not have the best relationship with him, I still love him and feel him everywhere.

So since this event, I can't even stress how much cooked food I have been eating.… Continue

so i haven't been areound for awhile and its been bothering me. I have been so busy with family and school School is really burning me out now, but I have to stay strong and reignite my focus. I have been raw throughout been stressed and still am, but not to the full potential that I want to be. its so aggravating sometimes and some people around me give me such a hard time in terms how raw i am not that its any of their business. some people called me a 'wannabe' which pissed me off to the full… Continue

During X-mas shopping I noticed that I was not fully aroused by going shopping. We would go, and everytime I saw something, I would seriously ponder as to whether or not, I needed it and how useful it would be to me. I thought at the time that I was just not in the mood to shop, but I beginning to realize that I was wrong.

So usually when I come to India, I participate in a massive shopping spree buying majority of what I see. This trip is dedicated to buy things for my brother's upcom

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So lately, I have noticed that people have way more stuff than they need and I keep asking myself why do they have it, do they even need it. I know some people who have two cell phones: one for text messaging and the other for calls. They have the extra phone cause work gave to them, but is it really necessary?

I don't know if anyone else has noticed, but with all the new gadgets people are less sociable. My biggest concern with getting an ipod was that I too would become less sociable… Continue

So I have been in India for a week now...I believe, can't keep up with the days.. ANyways its been hard to be raw. I am doing as much as I can to be at least 75- 90%, but I have also realized that I come here every 3-5 years, so if I indulge a little it won't kill me. Plus arguing with people here, lands one no where, so it is so pointless. On a few days I haven't been very raw and am paying the price which people don't see.

I tell people that I am

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So I told my brother the other day that the foods that once use to make my mouth water do nothing for me anymore since going raw. For instance, enchiladas, Loved them and it was one of the main things that I always ordered at Mexican restaurants. Now they look decent and smell good, but when I bite into one - I taste the ingredients and chemicals, if there are any. Not tasty at all.

He asked me what I thought the reason was. So I told him that my reasoning was that my palate is clean… Continue