Marina's Blog (4)

today i felt really tired and depressed. I think the depression is from coming to terms with the death of my friend. It's weird because I could feel myself getting sad and feel miserable. I know people say happiness is a state of mind but I just couldn't get into the same happiness I had been feeling before hearing the news of my friend. i ran out of bananas this morning and had to wait for my check to come in the mail today because I'm short on cash from moving across the country again. I went… Continue

Today is my first day on banana island. So far it is not starting off so well. I found out one my close friends from high school committed suicide last week. I hadn't talk to her in awhile because she always kept to herself and never really wanted to hang out with our old group of friends. I wish I had known. She was in a lot of physical pain apparently. She was 21 and had fibromyalgia for a long time. I had no idea. She was very quiet and excluded herself from many activities due to her religio… Continue

Dear i-dont-know or maybe-i-do, Life is beautifully confusing. it boggles my mind. I felt very confused today after reading blogs on religion, ways to eat and ideas and suggestions on how to live your life. I felt driven and drove away by the egos. I don't want my ego to run my life. I want to be humble and happy to be me. I feel sort of obsessed with eating at the moment, to the point it puzzles me and i want to focus on other things. In the past, my ego grew bigger with the finding of raw food… Continue

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