All Blog Posts Tagged 'fear' (9)

Crap! Woke up this morning with mild headache, sore throat, stuffy nose and such. Got fires near us so, breathing smoke from two directions. We saw the "Morris Fire" just as it was beginning on Tuesday when we came down from Big Bear Lake. The La Canada/Flintridge fire began yesterday afternoon. The first is only 10% contained; the second, about 20%. As long as the winds stay down, they should get a handle on them. The temps have been VERY high with very low humidity. I'd hate to be out there f… Continue

Style ... Unjustice ... the WORLD . The Theater of Absurd . ... dIVINE ONE~~~ yes am just grateful beyond infinity that you are my friend and that we connected! how perfect. LOVE YOU ~~~~ YOU Deserve the bestetst in EVERY POSSIBLE WAY. I am praying that your SOUL MATE manifests in your life very very soon in the perfect timing and way. BE HAPPY AND HIGH, ALWAYS. I KNOW YOU ARE ~~~~ (((((hugs))))) ... Thank you sweetness ~~~ this is about you really, you know. From The Flaming Lips, the… Continue

Okay, I admit it! Sometimes, I doubt the universe will provide. As I continue to move forward and I do what I love, every once in a while a voice pops into my head that says, "You are living in a dream world! Life is not a dream and you have to be rational and practical." Do y… Continue

It's silly really. Why should I feel intimidated by fruits and vegetables? I enjoy eating them. Yet, I feel stress at the thought of embarking on a new food journey. I've got enough food issues as it is and I get angry when I feel restricted at what I can and cannot eat. The only person creating these restrictions is me but I still get angry - "Why can't I eat that chocolate bar?" "I want to eat the entire pizza!" "I just want to eat whatever I want and feel full and who cares if it is good for… Continue

OK. So I've been back on 'raw' for a few days and I already feel more energised. I don't know why I stop after a while. Maybe I'm afraid something good might happen? haha Anyway, this time, no pressure. I need to go about it without committing to it in my usual all or nothing kind of way. It seems to be working so far, although the longer I'll stay raw, the more aware of it I'll become and I might freak out. haha Staying calm and detached seems to be the way to go (for now). :) On March 1st, my… Continue

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Love and fear is all we have to deal with really...from those two feelings all other feelings spire. There is no joy without love, no truth witout love, no stress without fear and no hate without fear. No anger without fear, no frustration without fear and no fullfillment without love. All feeling spire from these two ones. I'm frustrated for I fear losing control over the situation. Frustration leads me to anger (that sometimes leads to violence). Stress is a feeling of fear for loosing contr… Continue

After a terrible night's sleep due to the heat wave, I woke up this morning with a sensitive throat. I knew that that was a sign of some sort of infection, so I made and consumed 60 oz of green juice (4 celery hearts, 4 bags of spinach, 2 apples) for breakfast and lunch. I didn't feel like doing anything except lying in bed under the covers (even though my room has been at least 80 degrees Fahrenheit all day). Throughout the rest of the day, I had more raw produce and a couple of raw food bars.… Continue