sahar's Page

i set my goal so high.
then i fail them.
then i feel bad.
then i wanna move away(physically or mentally).
then i start over again.
then the loop repeats.
my paretns did this too.

now that i see this all,
i want to change,
i want to stay committed,
one day i like to be completely raw,
but for now,
it is way way too hard,
especially where i live,
although vancouver bc in an extremely health conscious city,
still compared to a pure gorilla like raw food diet,
it is hard to resist social temptation… Continue

i am on the path of love.

my self realized selfishness reached it's peak of existence.
the peak had such heights leading to just a vague understanding of truth in love.
non- judgemental nor critical,
true love born out of the selfish ego
flowering buds of selflessness in my body.
i slowly but surely feel an expansion.
like i said before
i wish to fly one day

there is so much connectedness within and without
just begin to look inside the body and sink deep into the cells where your raw divine f… Continue

who enjoys their job, and how did you get there?
and who doesn't and where would you like to get to?

i work in an architectural firm and i like it because of the good people i work with
and it's nice to have the skills to participate in building a communityt(we do lots of social housing, homeless and disabled).
however
something feels wrong most of the time casue
i like to move my body, breath in deep fresh air, taste and use all my senses all day long
at work staring at the screen and sitting… Continue