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Man OH MAN!!!
Dear humans,
I have a few things to say, honestly and openly about you.
It's so crazy, all I can see when I look into your eyes is shining light. So much love it's gratuitous. So much peace it's almost obscene. Everyone- EVERYONE- is trapped in loneliness, tortured by the solitude of humanity. Words slip over my tongue as I fumble for a sentence, so distracted because all I can think of is:
I love you, I love you.
I wish it were dark and no one could talk, so we could hold onto one another, just feel love FUCKING pulsing from our fingertips as we huddle, close together, to keep warm. I wish I could give everyone- EVERYONE- hugs and tea and back rubs because I am so tired of word jousting, taking me farther and farther away from your soul. Your perfect, beautiful, soul. This is my love note. It is addressed to you the reader, you the weary traveler climbing a mountain, staring at inexplicable horizons. This is for you. Life is so hard, it's near impossible, I know. But look at me and see your perfect reflection in my eyes. The words on my lips nearly bursting forth, “I love you, you beautiful creature.”

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thank you ;)

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Awesome expression of love! I love it!

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I sooooooo needed to hear this today. Thank you.

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At least every month I make a point of doing an extra long journal session on love and then going over it and polishing it up. Now I have just sooooo much prose like this. It really helps me keep it real, and not get caught up in the little things.

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That is such a great idea Veg!!!

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"Because, I love you"

I should've run like hell was chasing me...

out of that white dress,

out of that maddening delusion,

out of my mind, out of my mind, out of my mind

and into my heart.




And from the start, if I had just ignored my brain,
my fears, my insecurities,
my fumbling, faltering attempts
at,

"Mommy, need me." 

"Daddy, love me."

"Someone...at least see me."...




And for just
one
second, 

righteously screeched the voices to a halt

with a resounding,

"SHUT

THE FUCK

UP!!!"




maybe...



just maybe...





I'd be lying on your breast right now, 
having blissfully damned what society would allow,
ear to heart...


listening
to the gentle rhythm 
of
home-home home-home home-home.

But I was afraid...



afraid of how I might have pissed of...God 

and how...
they would bluster around like a goddamn thunderstorm if I didn't perform


ominous and threatening,
peeling off the fucking walls with their condemnation.

Don't they know that you cannot disown... 
what you never owned... 
to begin with?



And you and I would love like two middle fingers pointed at the sky. 
I'd be high on your taste on my face but instead...





sometimes I could swear this steady hum of whatever could snap...
and just slap...
me
right onto the floor.



I am loving your smile
& your stare rips right through me.

Please kiss me or kill me.

My heart is so sore.



And yes, I remember that car ride...
where us died...
when I told you what they said and what I was doing. 



You curled into a ball and rained against my chest and I drove on staring out the window thinking that somebody should plant a highway memorial with fancy ribbons and bears right by mile marker 87 to remember we...



And I need you to forgive me...
because you are the only one who has the ability to dissect my heart like a piranha and fuck me like Madonna...



but more so because yours is the only face I see when I make out with my mirror and I...
will never see clearer than I do through your eyes.



I want another chance almost as much as I love you.

"I love you."...

"I love you."...


I want to dip you in hope, 
soak you in it until you're saturated...

and then flip you over and do it to your other side like a piece of french toast.


I want you to dream dreams so much bigger than them...
that they pierce through the ozone layer and tap the Universe on the shoulder and...



I want you to create with such passion and intensity that the Creator goes, "Damn...I wish I thought of that"...



and I want to stand at the summit of the waterfall 
of your tears and swan dive into your pool of compassion until it causes ripples of awareness that push further...
and further out...



until every one and every thing I touch is affected by what I've learned from you.





If I could master time travel,
unravel the past until I arrived back to that sticky day in June as we bumped over steaming asphalt in that 1979 Ford...



I would throw myself in front of the car until...


I come storming out the driver's side door screaming obscenities at...



well..myself

at which point I from the future would finally have the courage to say, 

"SHUT

THE FUCK

UP!!!"



and this time all of me would listen.



and when I from the future goes back,
you and I would pull off onto the shoulder...

you know recovering from that schizophrenic attack?



And you would trace my cheek and I would draw your ring finger into my mouth murmuring, 

"You plus me equals forever."...

because never mind what the theys in this world say,



"I love you."

"I love you."

"I love you."


"Because, I love you."© 2008, Kyrin Veritas. All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording, or otherwise, without the prior permission of the copyright owner or the publisher.

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thats some deep expression
all i can say right now is....WOW!

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(hug) Thank you.

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love

Here in this realm
Of heavens and earth
Forest alive
Creatures spring forth
Curious of all these new energies
Alive
revived with New
Healing
Love
Can be seen

We are the energy that shines
From high above
We are the hopes and dreams
Of true living Love
We are the ones we
Have been waiting for
We are the spirit of Life
That comes forth
And in this moment
Realize
Raise up your Arms
Open your Hearts
And Feel...
Love

True Love
That pours from the being of the Soul

That you are

See the Love

That’s present in every moment

Be the Love

In every breath in every thought

Show the Love

In every action

Feel the Love

Magnify
Spread out into all directions

Just open your heart
Spirit soar
And realize

We are Love

It’s our highest purpose
In every movement
In every Dream
With every Breath
with energy and direction

Realize


We are Love !


© 2007, Creig I am. All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording, or otherwise, without the prior permission of the copyright owner or the publisher.

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This is wonderful thanks for sharing!!

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Yes we are! Fantastic!

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