Well I Need To Start Over

I have backtracked so much, due to visiting with family. I am going through some emotional aspects of food addiction and eating habits. I was doing well when there was not much of anything at all to eat here, at all, nothing. Then I went to shop for food and was thinking okay I can go back to 100% raw... I was not 100% before I visited, I was high raw maybe 80% or so... so I only got things that I could prepare raw, well, I had no interest after making a smoothie and a salad, and started hoarding my mom's food... so I just now realized I need to give myself the option of cooking some of my food, since going 100% is too tough for me right now. I just made a soup of tomato, cauliflower and celery, I was desperate and just through the stuff in there hoping it would cook fast and it turned out really yummy, with some sea salt, a splash of vinegar and ground peppercorn.

I think I will make this later tonight too. Then maybe I'll snack on fruit to get accustomed to eating raw again, and have a salad. That sounds good. Guess I just need to write that out!