I've been a 90% raw foodist for 7 months now, and i want to go 100%. most days I'm 100% but like clock work i find myself eating stuff that is less then healthy for me. it's seems the more healing and cleansing my diet the harder and sooner i fall off the wagon... I want raw foods to be a lifestyle for me so i just get right back to the raw foods every time so being high raw isn't really my problem. ... and then 2 months ago i got a juicer. yay! but immediately after enjoying a really big green juice i have the biggest and worse cooked food craving relapse ever on a raw food diet!!! it put all my other relapses to shame! every time i have a green juice I'm like an uncontrollable woman!!! I have to undo all the healing i just did... I've been trying to slowly work my way onto green juices because I'm sick and i really really want to heal!
soon after having green juices i get antsy, i start pacing the house, my thoughts are racing, i find myself clenching my hands.. i get a nasty electric burning feeling along my skin... i really feel like i am going insane...... like an addict jonesing for a drug! I think this is happening to me in a lesser degree on raw foods which is why I'm not 100% yet. so if i could stop this from happening then I think the biggest hurdle I'll have to leap in my raw path will finally be behind me.
I watch alot of youtube and i think I've heard multiple places that it is the parasites that are controlling me. that overweight people all have parasites.. that 95% of the parasites people get are from cats poop... I've been exposed to an insane amount of cat poop... I'm over weight... i feel like i am being controlled...
should i try to do something for parasites? if so what should i use? and can it be done successfully with my diet as is since i can't seem to start a juice feast for that cleanse?
does anyone think that there might be another reason for my inability to get strict with myself?
Tags: cravings, feast, juice, trouble
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