In other words...
to always try to be raw... to always go and buy raw food... to see cooked food and think how you can't eat it...
is raw a self-motivating process?
or is there always a sense of self-restriction?
you know if your a pothead, there isn't much holding you back if you see some good pot.
but if your raw, and you see a good meal of something cooked... do you just not want it? or do you have to use a lot of self-restriction?
i remember when i was raw before for awhile, out of a garden... I remember sitting down to a cooked meal and i just didn't think it was actually food... it felt weird eating it..
but in the grand scheme of it all...
does it really matter? would it be better to NEVER think about food..to just eat WHAT we want, whenever we want... and just get good vibes from people, having fun, going for a run?
like if i woke up one morning and just wanted to go for a run...so i grabbed a bowl of cereal and took off... and had a great run in the sun...
but if i was raw, and i had no raw food... ? then i would have to go to the store, buy the food... going down the isle...out of the corner of my eye see some bread, or whatever... and have to say "bad david"?
i just want to do what i want. I want to do raw only if its truly something I want to do. Because if its not a self-motivating process, what is the point. I'm not going to live my life in self-restriction just to be some beacon of light. I want to live my life with ease...
I want to do a week of monomealing fruit (per meal) with greens or green smoothies. I want to try it out... to "see"... but if after that week I still want to eat something cooked, and afterwards I don't feel like its a big deal...then I just don't know about raw anymore :(
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