Oh, I hate using the word failure, but that's where I'm at. I did 3 days, then had solid food. Then 5 days, and then solid food. The cravings were really unbearable, and my cravings were NOT for raw food, but junk, crappy processed and cooked food. I'm really conflicted about it - part of me thinks that it was just uncomfortable detox and that I'm weak for not being able to muscle through it. Because while I was juice feasting, I felt amazing. High and energetic and full of life and love. And then another part of me is trying to be gentle, that I just wasn't emotionally ready for the detox, and that there is always another opportunity down the road. I've dealt with compulsive eating and binge eating for so long . . . maybe something like juice feasting needs to wait until I have a little more recovery from this disorder/disease in the bank.
Blah. But I feel like a big loser, like everyone that has tried juice feasting does it perfectly for the whole 92 days and that there's something seriously deficient with me because I'm not there yet. Can anyone relate?
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