F%$*#k
OK so I screwed up.
I got a friggin colonic.
And then, I drank a bunch of wine and ate way too much chocolate because I was depressed.
Last night I truly almost died. My boyfriend doesnt believe me cuz he thinks Im a hypochondriac. He wasnt there,
My throat was swollen, my heart rate was through the roof, muscle/facial spasms I felt nauseous, could hardly catch my breath.
I felt this way all morning until I drank coconut water. then I had a sweet potato. For dinner I had scallopps with marinara, and a raw salad. Then I ate a bunch of almonds, and some eggs (Phosphorus) . Now Im drinking pedialyte and smart water, but my throat is still a littl swollen and some minor muscle twitches.
WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO NOW?!!!! Im hoping this stops. I am SOOOOO DOOONE with raw food diets. done with fasting, done with effing all of this crap. WAY DONE with nutritionsits telling me my cravings arent real. BULL!!! I Woke up dehydrated craving eggs and steak because I finally figured out I needed the phophorus cuz my eleyctrolytes were out of balance from the frigging colonic/drinking.cacao fest I had. I love raw foods, but dammit when I want a steak im going to go get one. If I get fat fine. At least ill be alive.
I got a friggin colonic.
And then, I drank a bunch of wine and ate way too much chocolate because I was depressed.
Last night I truly almost died. My boyfriend doesnt believe me cuz he thinks Im a hypochondriac. He wasnt there,
My throat was swollen, my heart rate was through the roof, muscle/facial spasms I felt nauseous, could hardly catch my breath.
I felt this way all morning until I drank coconut water. then I had a sweet potato. For dinner I had scallopps with marinara, and a raw salad. Then I ate a bunch of almonds, and some eggs (Phosphorus) . Now Im drinking pedialyte and smart water, but my throat is still a littl swollen and some minor muscle twitches.
WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO NOW?!!!! Im hoping this stops. I am SOOOOO DOOONE with raw food diets. done with fasting, done with effing all of this crap. WAY DONE with nutritionsits telling me my cravings arent real. BULL!!! I Woke up dehydrated craving eggs and steak because I finally figured out I needed the phophorus cuz my eleyctrolytes were out of balance from the frigging colonic/drinking.cacao fest I had. I love raw foods, but dammit when I want a steak im going to go get one. If I get fat fine. At least ill be alive.
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Permalink Reply by jason on -
Peace,
I hope your trip to the bathroom on my behalf went well.
Please don't ever call me a racist, not only is it completely untrue, its hurtful.
I am a vital supporter to this community thank you very much for noticing.
I'm not sure what your problem is with my response here. Let me further explain.
She reaps what she sows b/c if I ate what she ate, I'd be sick too.
Next I ask an honest question that if she answered I think I could help, this is ultimately why I log on to this raw food site.
The bessy the cow comment is an equal counter to an irrational rant about this and that followed by a I love meat if it kills me comment so I'm not going to lose too much sleep and definately won't be vomiting.
Peace, please explain judgemental and racist for me, I am a vegan, so at least one of the names you saddled me with is correct.
I'm a bit offended by your remark here but I'll let it go
Peace
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Permalink Reply by jason on
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thanks soul sister.
It hurt my chest a little reading that about me. It sucks when people say mean things about you, right?
Thanks for noticing and standing for truth.
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Permalink Reply by LOVEBUG on -
jason! i've told you this many times, you are beautiful! don't ever forget that.
i love reading your responses. you always speak so clearly! :)
xoxo
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Permalink Reply by Susan Virginia on -
Insanity. For me that would be 16 gallons. People can die from excess water you know! What on earth made you think that was good advice to give?
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Permalink Reply by Erin on -
Yeah- I had a friend who was obsessed with drinking water and her electrolytes were waaaay off!
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Permalink Reply by s on -
i agree that the colonic likely had little to do with how you're feeling except for making you more sensitive to the wine and chocolate you consumed and that is now making you feel ill.
so maybe you're done with raw food. why were you doing it in the first place? do those reasons still apply now? there's no need to do this if you find it miserable and don't have compelling reasons.
you may want to come back to it someday. or you might not. i urge you to do what feels most right to you at each and every moment. if that means staying with the man today, fine. if that means having a steak tonight, fine.
i wish you luck. raw food can't fix everything by itself.
s
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Permalink Reply by Nicole on -
i feel better thanks...i dont feel like im going to die anymore that is...
So, I have corrected the problem :D
Now I need to fix my life...
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Permalink Reply by Ken on -
only YOU can set your own goals and what is realistic for you/what makes you happy. and which toosl/process make the most sense for getting out of crisis, not swallowing peoples opinions that - for you - create crisis. If these things are actually creating neurosis/hypochondriac behavior..they aren't really serving your purposes right now.
channel your energy into your passions. go on a 'raw food information' fast. and eat the foods that you believe are best for you..try to avoid only the foods you KNOW are bad/abusive. Eat the foods you love with joy/presence. write down how they make you feel.
Only you can decide if your relationship serves you. Perhaps he is acting in your interest/ perhaps not. Most people act out of their own insecurities. I would work things out with him, or a personal friend/family member/religious figure or social worker, as 'others' will inevitably be bring their past experience/baggage to the table in this kind of format.
Always create the higher law. If you want to dance, YOU need to make it clear that that is right for you, and requires HIS support, its up to you as part of the relationship consider his points, but you get the final say don't you think?
what kind of paintings do you make?
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Permalink Reply by Nicole on
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i saw my spirit guide...she was taking care of me.. i saw myself on the bed and she was rubbing my back telling me it was going to be ok...then i wandered around my room and the bathroom, then got in a car with some random people like in waking life....then wedrove around the pacific coast highway in circles and i came back home again and woke up
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